How dumb of me? I am still begging for someone who has gone from my life and never wanted to come back.
We win in love and lose in love, maybe after love during longingness and loneliness.
We took an oath, not to share anything of our relationship with anyone.Sadly, I was betrayed and been in denial ever since. Everything was out, all my friends knew everything.Out of the blue, I was the only villain of the story and my friends were basically judging me.
But, I don’t care now and nothing matters herby.
“When it rains, you got to feel the rain.
When it snows, you go to play the fluff.”
Yes, we had fun but I was who loved and you pretended
and still, you won the HUMAN award.Thanks for your pretty tears.
I gave you a letter, the last letter. It wasn’t just a letter, it was a piece of my heart longing for you.You know how much I cried and I know how much your tears are precious.
I hate rain sometimes and sun sometimes.Both plays hide an seek with me.I’ll wait for what I desired heartfully.I am not ashamed of y soul’s desires.I respect them.The only glitch is the mood of the opposite person who doesn’t understand or empathize with my hurt feelings.Here comes our rescuer, our brain.It protects me from making bad decisions that hurt others.
The fight continues with blame, denial rejection, hatred, complexity, guilt and idle brain.
Life continues and I resist every word from LOVE to LUST.
I spoiled a morning.
I spoiled a friendly meet.
I spoiled a day.
Here I I am spoiling my life and of course, you did nothing.I am still feeling same as I did last year.How dumb I am and how wrong I am?I am feeling still the same.
Hasta la vista.
I. P. Tarun – Our storyteller and writer
…Is an Indian Poet and Author of “oh Kinjal!” – which is about to release. belongs to Hyderabad with a bachelor’s degree. He has worked as a content writer for few start-ups during his initial days of career. Right now he has a firm of his own, yes he is an entrepreneur. With his passion towards writing, he believes in infotainment and contentment and is looking forward to an eternal life by authoring books!
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