Still dumb in your love…

How dumb of me? I am still begging for someone who has gone from my life and never wanted to come back.
We win in love and lose in love, maybe after love during longingness and loneliness. It is the story that was written while thinking of incomplete love on valentine’s Day!
We took an oath not to share anything of our relationship with anyone. Sadly, I was betrayed and have been in denial ever since. Everything was out; all my friends knew everything. Out of the blue, I was the only villain of the story, and my friends judged me.

But, I don’t care now, and nothing matters herby.

“When it rains, you got to feel the rain.
When it snows, you go to play the fluff.”

Yes, we had fun, but I was loved, and you pretended that you still won the HUMAN award. Thanks for your pretty tears.

I gave you a letter, the last letter. Also, it wasn’t just a letter; it was a piece of my heart longing for you. You know how much I cried, and I know how much your tears are precious.

I’m not too fond of rain sometimes and the Sun sometimes. Both plays hide and seek with me. But, I’ll wait for what I desired heartfully, and I am not ashamed of any soul’s desires. I respect them. The only glitch is the mood of the opposite person who doesn’t understand or empathize with my hurt feelings. Here comes our rescuer, our brain. It protects me from making bad decisions that hurt others.

The fight continues with blame, denial, rejection, hatred, complexity, guilt, and idle brain.

Life continues, and I resist every word from LOVE to LUST.

I spoiled the morning.
I spoiled a friendly meet.
And spoiled the Day.

Here I am spoiling my life, and of course, you did nothing. I am still feeling the same as I did last year. How dumb I am and how wrong I am? I am still feeling the same.
Hasta la vista.

I. P. Tarun – Our storyteller and writer

Tarun is an Indian Poet and Author of “oh Kinjal!” – Which is about to release. He belongs to Hyderabad with a bachelor’s degree. He has worked as a content writer for a few start-ups during the initial days of his career. Right now, he has a firm of his own. Yes, he is an entrepreneur. He believes in infotainment and contentment with his passion for writing and is looking forward to eternal life by authoring books!

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